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Andrew Sniderman 🕷️'s avatar

Cole, I was born in Hollywood on Sunset blvd at Cedars of Lebanon (now the Church of Scientology) - forty years before you arrived. I didn’t dream of Hollywood, it was just where I lived, where I grew up. I left Hollywood, left LA for college and tech in San Francisco, Seattle. Now I’m just back from a seminal trip down there to clear out my dad’s storage locker and it’s sticking with me. Maybe my last trip to LA? Probably not.

I know last week’s visit is heavy with the emotion of closing out my parent’s lives, but I got hit with a wave of nostalgia and it did make me think of you - the Hollywood exile (and if I’m reading your stuff right - critic).

Our house was a block off sunset; a block off Hollywood. Michael Jackson went to my Elementary School. My friends sold maps-to-stars-homes on the corner. My sister went to Hollywood High. I went to Fairfax growing up on Melrose. She worked at the Paramount (now Disney’s El Capitan); I worked across the street at the Chinese. We ran into movie stars in restaurants, no biggie. I worked in a coffee shop on sunset filled with actors and wannabe actors from the soap studios off fountain. I saw Star Wars in 6th grade at the Chinese; later Raiders; ET at the Cinerama Dome; the first Alien omfg. I went to Universal Studios every chance I got. The Jaws ride, Earthquake, Water World.

I got so many feels going to LA. I don’t want to live there but the grungy vibe of the big city from the storage locker dwellers to the movie billboards everywhere to the palm trees and the romanticism of the Academy Museum - it just makes me want to go to the movies. I took some pictures and I’ll post them and tag you.

I know it’s complicated if you’re in the industry and enshittification bleeds over everywhere but Hollywood still feels a bit magical to me.

Dave Morris's avatar

I'm with you on this one, Cole, and it's the same with books. When my wife wrote her first novel, she was interested in exploring the interiority and ambiguity of the story, but her premise could easily have been an action thriller and her agent kept pressuring her to rewrite it that way. In fact, mea culpa, *I* told her she should rewrite it that way, using exactly Leonard's argument. She dug her heels in because she said that if she wrote an action thriller that's all that publishers would ever want from her. A decade on, I can see she was right.

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